Addiction

It’s difficult because the darkness, it clouds my eyes so often. Many times I can’t see past the pain. Many times I can’t feel past the hurt I’m addicted to the pain The pain of Love. I chase the hi, the extraordinary hi of Love. I’ve been chasing it my whole life. I’ve never felt…

Just Do It

Look up a picture of a sloth monster, especially a baby one, I will wait… Back? Okay. Without the help of many sloth monsters in my life, I couldn’t be where I am today. If I hadn’t found the beautiful souls here and everywhere around me, I couldn’t be the woman I am today. I…

Chaos to Calm: I Can Change The World…

I’m not being pretentious or ambitious with this statement~I’m being factual. I CAN CHANGE THE WORLD. And so can you. Don’t buy into the myth that the collective is stronger or more powerful than the individual. Here’s why: Every soul was created with that same Divine spark~Big Bang or “The 6th Day” or whatever you…

Love and The Left

With Valentine’s day looming, and the shops already full of expensive hearts, our minds are encouraged to contemplate love. The first painting (Being Connected) shows  the personal aspect still embedded in the earth and in the rhythms of nature. The second (Yearning for the Moon) shows the longing to become whole like the sphere of…

Love-Fear, Beliefs and Grades of Duality in the Universe

I had an interesting discussion about dualties and the nature of love-fear, in a dualistic universe: the initial premise was that: Everything is Love, or its absence: fear. If you are holding Love, you cannot hold or come from a place of Fear. And if you are in a place of Fear, you cannot come…

Love

Love Hurts. Love Kills. Love Redeems. The Darkness of Love. Those are the titles of my first four published novels. Does that tell you a little bit about my experiences of being in love? I think so. Now, before you get all sympathetic, let me tell you that I am actually happily married. It isn’t…

Crisis

It is a strange period of time. I am waiting to start a series of workshops about intuition. I had an idea about financing the book that I have written. I mentioned it to my partner and she rejected the idea very strongly. This stopped me in my tracks. I became frozen for a few…

Distinguishing and Balancing Love, Need and Energy

All relationships seek to find the balance point, a workable harmony or sustainability.  As all is energy, and all is in a constant state of flux, so too do relationships shift and change.  At the base of most relationships is the desire to love and be loved; to feel loved, safe and accepted. Unfortunately, I…

Love Just Gives

Here we are, manifested in this world, and we believe it to be the cause of our suffering, but really, it is what keeps us alive. We criticise, we judge, we harm creatures that keep us alive, we harm the atmosphere, pollution is all around us, we harm ourselves with our negative thoughts, we harm…