ByGiora Carmi
At first The red and the green Fought with each other And each of them was pure Then the grey opinion said That they were bad And had to be hidden From the public Parts of them As is always the case Showed up Anyway Unstoppable And right But not any more Pure and innocent…
ByGiora Carmi
I just wanted to paint or draw the pain again. In the past I used to draw the pain many times. The pain was not almost constant, as it is now. It would come every now and then and it would be quite devastating. I found then that I could draw it, the way and…
ByGiora Carmi
The pain was strong and unrelenting. I decided to paint it. In the stage in which it was a drawing only, it expressed the craziness and strength of the pain quite effectively. When I added the colors the effect became somewhat weaker. The power of lines to affect the areas that they point at, was…
ByGiora Carmi
I look at the blog and read the last two entries. I feel love. As if this is someone else who is going through his adventure of becoming clear. I always marvel when I see other people release subconscious material and become lighter. What can be more heartwarming than that? It is I who is…
ByGiora Carmi
For a long while there was only the pain. Well almost. It did not leave me day and night. It went closer to the skin and became stronger and harder to take. I thought it would go away in a day, two days, three.. but it stayed for three or four weeks. Today I had…
ByGiora Carmi
I do a drawing. I listen to an interview with Sandra Anne Taylor. What I hear makes sense to me. There is a place to put a question in, like in a chat box. She will answer some of the questions that will be put to her. I write. I know she will answer me….
ByGiora Carmi
It is late evening. Before I go to bed I draw the pain. It is a night with many waking hours. The pain just does not respond to all my tricks and I do not fall asleep. I meditate so as to get into a state where the body relaxes completely. At least there will…
ByGiora Carmi
I have been away for a few days. Before we left, I did this drawing. Angry cloud Maybe I did it in the small hours of the night. It is about pain. I still have the pain and it is in its worst power ever. I also have waves of numbing of the feet and…
ByGiora Carmi
The pain has become constant. Day and night the currents of energy going through both my feet seem to tear my flesh as they pass through the nerves. This night there was nothing that I could do to stop the pain. I could meditate. I did. I paid attention to all my experiences. All the…
ByGiora Carmi
Remember the javelin in my foot? So when you have such a strong pain, what do you decide? Maybe you decide that you don’t want to feel the wounded foot? It is so strong that you don’t want to feel it. You’d do anything you can to not feel it. Well, what about becoming numb?…
ByGiora Carmi
I have a terrible night with the pain. It is strong all the time and does not stop, in spite of all my tricks. Maybe I sleep a little here and there. Not much. The pain is strong all the time. I sit and do EFT. This is a strong technique and usually it makes…
ByGiora Carmi
I feel strange. I sit down to the brush and the paints. I let myself be guided by my sense of beauty alone and do not know what I am doing until I feel that it is done. Living house on the water This is what the words say: All I want is To play…