I just wanted to paint or draw the pain again. In the past I used to draw the pain many times. The pain was not almost constant, as it is now. It would come every now and then and it … Read More
The pain was strong and unrelenting. I decided to paint it. In the stage in which it was a drawing only, it expressed the craziness and strength of the pain quite effectively. When I added the colors the effect became … Read More
I look at the blog and read the last two entries. I feel love. As if this is someone else who is going through his adventure of becoming clear. I always marvel when I see other people release subconscious material … Read More
For a long while there was only the pain. Well almost. It did not leave me day and night. It went closer to the skin and became stronger and harder to take. I thought it would go away in a … Read More
I do a drawing. I listen to an interview with Sandra Anne Taylor. What I hear makes sense to me. There is a place to put a question in, like in a chat box. She will answer some of the … Read More
It is late evening. Before I go to bed I draw the pain. It is a night with many waking hours. The pain just does not respond to all my tricks and I do not fall asleep. I meditate so … Read More
I have been away for a few days. Before we left, I did this drawing. Angry cloud Maybe I did it in the small hours of the night. It is about pain. I still have the pain and it is … Read More
The pain has become constant. Day and night the currents of energy going through both my feet seem to tear my flesh as they pass through the nerves. This night there was nothing that I could do to stop the … Read More
Remember the javelin in my foot? So when you have such a strong pain, what do you decide? Maybe you decide that you don’t want to feel the wounded foot? It is so strong that you don’t want to feel … Read More
I have a terrible night with the pain. It is strong all the time and does not stop, in spite of all my tricks. Maybe I sleep a little here and there. Not much. The pain is strong all the … Read More
