What Do I Want Nowadays?

Giora CarmiI feel strange. I sit down to the brush and the paints. I let myself be guided by my sense of beauty alone and do not know what I am doing until I feel that it is done.

Living house on the water

Living house on the water

This is what the words say:

All I want is

To play in the water

To send light fingers into the world

To give water, to be practical

To give heartfelt light

To fertilize

To enable climbing

To keep it cool

To give depth

To hold the happiness as it bubbles

To feed the soul

To look in

To be like ancient wisdom

To be like normal life.

 

Maybe this does not belong directly to healing my pain but I don’t think so. I am in a process. I am listening to everything that shows up. I never know what will turn out to be meaningful. I never know where clues will be found. I don’t understand the wisdom of intuition, but I can listen to it and do what I understand needs to be done. I am learning to trust it more and more. What an adventure! I feel so thankful and lucky.

 

 

I used to be a graphic designer and an illustrator.  I became involved with the Chan Meditation Center and studied meditation and Buddhist knowledge with the late Master Sheng-yen from Taiwan. For twelve years I was in a process of deepening my meditation. I had many more experiences and insights and my life changed. After having illustrated more than 40 children’s books and writing two of them, I left this career too and went to New York University to study art therapy.

You can see more about Giora’s work on his blog and website

 

 

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