ByGiora Carmi
My teacher of meditation told us to never meditate after sex. Wait for an hour at least or more, he said. On the other hand when you start to understand what happens in meditation and see that, while meditating, you release habits of thought that block you from seeing the truth and when you…
ByGiora Carmi
In my fourth year in America I illustrated a small children’s book. In it, a little girl could not fall asleep at night because she heard sounds. The sounds came from a little mouse who lived in the wainscot. The story did not tell why the little mouse made that noise. It just gave the…
ByGiora Carmi
I am listening to Charles Ives playing his piano, singing and shouting sometimes with unstoppable joy. I find him so sensitive and rich in his music. I find him playful as a child. Sometimes he is a naughty child, breaking all the rules of music in his time. But he does it because his heart…
ByGiora Carmi
The tree of light inside the pain The yellow matures inside of pain It grows like a tree Made of all the personalities that I gathered But losing them all in the light My background is pain and freedom mixed together Green is my mother Pain is my father And water is my soul. …
ByGiora Carmi
It is not it. It is what experiences it. The pain continues to kill me. I do not understand why. But it is not it. It is what experiences it. I did everything I had to do. I develop more and more depth in the meditation. Somehow I know that the clue is in that,…
ByGiora Carmi
I drew the pain in a way that I never did before. It is a red angry energy, eating away from something green. When I look at the green that is left uneaten it gives me the feeling of the remains of genitals, after an attack was made against them. There is a whole lot…
ByGiora Carmi
The drawings were done in different times. They are arranged from the oldest and were drawn over a period of 20 days. I chose them from among many others because they represent a direction and because I like them. Here is the first: My relentless picture reemerged My heart arises desperately…
ByGiora Carmi
I decided to do some work on becoming free of the pain. I wrote down in a goal statement way: I intend to have healthy feet that feel good. As I was writing this I felt that there was some resistance to what I was writing. I asked myself: Can I imagine myself without the…
ByGiora Carmi
I remember another drawing from not so long ago that had some of the same characteristics that the drawing from this post had. It had a different meaning, when I went-in-with-words, but I start to see that something is appearing in my drawings, which has not gotten all the attention it needs to get. It…
ByGiora Carmi
I have been away for a few days. Before we left, I did this drawing. Angry cloud Maybe I did it in the small hours of the night. It is about pain. I still have the pain and it is in its worst power ever. I also have waves of numbing of the feet and…
ByGiora Carmi
After the theoretical beginning, this will be the first step in part two. It is early morning. I pull up the shades and look at the flower boxes, where I spread the seeds of wild flowers a few days ago and I am waiting to see them grow. I touch the earth with my finger…
ByGiora Carmi
In the first part I dealt with what we can call healing. We realize that we suffer and we find a way to lessen the suffering. I showed you how you can heal yourself and others emotionally, using intuitive flow. I even said that you can heal physical problems, because all of them are results…