ByGiora Carmi
I was waiting. We were in a big Salvation Army store, far away from home. I found a huge comfort chair near the entrance and sat in it. The pain was unbearable. I had to do something. I had my small pad, markers and color pencils. The first drawing looked very much like pain drawings…
ByGiora Carmi
We are visiting our grandchild, Luca, for two days. The pain prevents me from walking, when everybody walks on the beach. I do some drawings while there. One of them seems more significant: A daring muscle The words: Here is a daring muscle Pushing something away But that thing says You don’t want to…
ByGiora Carmi
The workshop was successful. I did many workshops or presentations before. I always prepared well and knew what I would say and do. I always left enough things undecided, so that intuition will be able to come into the talking and doing too. But I also had worries about success, about people loving me in…
ByGiora Carmi
The day after the eight drawings day I did two drawings related to the feeling in the throat. Here is the first: And here are the words: The light is behind it always. Look at me mommy What is it? The water that was good and strong The water that we admired Is…
ByGiora Carmi
This is drawing number 2. Number one of the day was described in the previous posting. Once I decided to free my throat, I did this drawing. I focused on the feeling of the pressure on my thyroid gland and allowed intuition to draw. The pressure on my thyroid I looked at the forms…
ByGiora Carmi
Two days come now, in which I struggle with a core issue. It is not important to know what the core issue is. I feel it strongly and I work with the feeling or the experience. I find that sometimes the issues are so complicated when they appear as stories, that it does not help…
ByGiora Carmi
Let’s start with a day of pain. I wanted to post this drawing alone, without saying anything, but the plan has changed. Now a second day like this has come, and a third day. And in the third day I have an appointment at the place where that workshop is taking place, to try all…
ByGiora Carmi
I showed my life partner my posting “I am that”. She had an operation on her eyes and it was hard for her to read, so she asked me to make the computer read it aloud. We like doing it sometimes. The computer spoke. Some of the sentences sounded not as they should have, but…
ByGiora Carmi
On the same day as the last post, but later, I sit in a dark corner of The Hungarian Pastry Shop. It is a street cleaning day. My car is double parked nearby and I am waiting for the right time to drive it back to my street and park it there. I need to…
ByGiora Carmi
I tune in to my emotions when the pain just doesn’t stop at night. I stay with them and find that there is some pressure in my throat. It is as if someone is pressing on my thyroid gland. I remember that I basically always feel this pressure. But it becomes emphasized when I struggle…
ByGiora Carmi
Old pain picture I lie down to sleep and the pain increases. It cannot be ignored and it is impossible to sleep. What can I do now? Every night and every day I ask this question numerous times. There are several things that I can do. There are many actually, but for whatever reason I…
ByGiora Carmi
This is what starts to develop. Every time I feel I need clarity, I go to the paint-box, dip my brush in water and tune in to the innermost me. I don’t know what will come from there, but what comes is always a blessing. Sometimes it tells me what to work on and release….