ByGiora Carmi
It started with this drawing. It gives a sense of earth on the lower left, a plant pot standing in the middle. Up to here it all looks normal, except for some dark rot in the earth. But then a few horizontal views of fields grow in lines from the right side of the pot….
ByGiora Carmi
Strange times. I know I am getting more into the depth of who I am, where it starts to feel more like the truth than the way I feel toward the outside world. The outside world starts being perceived more and more a manifestation of the inner world. Even if it impresses on me its…
ByGiora Carmi
Still a lot of pain visits my left foot and some visits my right foot too. There are changes in the pain and in where it is all the time. I sit on the bed and talk with A. I look at my left foot and realize that new muscles have grown there. There is…
ByGiora Carmi
I feel the soles of my feet – I did not feel them for some fifteen years. It starts with a 3AM drawing. 3AM is a good time to draw intuitively, because even though you are not asleep obviously, you are asleep to some degree, and it is all for good. I draw with my nose…
ByGiora Carmi
For a long while there was only the pain. Well almost. It did not leave me day and night. It went closer to the skin and became stronger and harder to take. I thought it would go away in a day, two days, three.. but it stayed for three or four weeks. Today I had…
ByGiora Carmi
This is the first drawing. The mountain of resistance (that we saw in the previous posting) has become the farmer, walking away from his fields. He has a jacket and a bag and has one leg. The other one is cut off. His fields have become his shadow. He has a wing that is heavy….
ByGiora Carmi
I do a drawing. I listen to an interview with Sandra Anne Taylor. What I hear makes sense to me. There is a place to put a question in, like in a chat box. She will answer some of the questions that will be put to her. I write. I know she will answer me….
ByGiora Carmi
Thought bubbles I watch thought bubbles And water waves Over Green land. I watch holding clay In my mind’s hands Thinking into being Clouds over the mountains Relaxed and flowing. I used to be a graphic designer and an illustrator. I became involved with the Chan Meditation Center and studied meditation and…
ByGiora Carmi
It is late evening. Before I go to bed I draw the pain. It is a night with many waking hours. The pain just does not respond to all my tricks and I do not fall asleep. I meditate so as to get into a state where the body relaxes completely. At least there will…
ByGiora Carmi
I am shaking and am twisted from the pain (says the red) I am so strong and overwhelming that I need to say the same thing several times. (says the red) I include contrasting colors to show that there are many aspects of me. (Says the whole picture) There is even a light aspect of…
ByGiora Carmi
I decided today to do a third part. I love doing it too much to stop now. I do not even have to have a subject or a direction. I do not need to deal with a specific issue. It is just the way I live, the way I communicate with my intuition or higher…
ByGiora Carmi
This continues the previous posting. It is 5 in the morning. I want to know how intuition sees my life now. I feel fear and awe at the same time, or so it seems. It is almost overwhelming. I feel I could use some help. I go to the watercolor box, to speak with…