And suddenly it was finished. I was still trying to see more colors in the two upper leaves on the right side, as the knowing that the painting was finished started to occupy some space in my being. This also … Read More
“I’ve looked at life from both sides now From win and lose and still somehow It’s life’s illusions I recall I really don’t know life At all.” (Courtesy of Joni Mitchell) The truth is that most humans have no real … Read More
The lines say don’t Please do not come here We will fight against you The wine says full Says wet Says heavy The green says upward Home and trees The white says open Free and fly All things are watching … Read More
As it happened to me many times before, I was planning to paint big parts of the picture and use a few different colors to help identify different entities or things that happen in the picture.Still with the same intention, … Read More
It is hard to not be able to sleep because of constant pain. It is even harder when the pain keeps coming in waves. You may wonder what is it. It is possible to see it as strong movements of … Read More
I felt I needed to take some distance from the blog and from continuously describing my experiences, so that I could walk my path for a while without the notion of communicating what I go through.I see now that it … Read More
With all his knots he found himself flying above the landscape He was a line who wanted to flow in curves he was a thought that wanted to open up to thoughtlessness Then, a feeling in the middle of the … Read More
Maybe you wonder who is this little line in the picture that I called the baby with the orange light? He represents, for me, awareness, which is always newly born. Right now it is looking at the rest of the … Read More
Where does FEAR and TIGHTNESS come from? Why is it that back in 2001, I had so much tightness in my body that I could barely move without great pain? What had paralyzed my legs and the rest of me far … Read More
And how does the last entry relate to my despair? Like Jonathan, I want to have my feelings acknowledged, so that I can let them go. I show my moods, my feelings and my beliefs to myself, when I paint. Before … Read More
