The Man is a Chair

The man is a chair He is bent as if he is sitting And as if he is playing the mandolin Or is he a sound? The fire starts cold And then Maybe he is dancing His head is only lightly attached And without his head He is turning into light Who is this man?…

A Cloud of Resistance

I feel as if there is a cloud in my head. I don’t feel like doing anything. I am not pulled by anything. I feel tired. My eyes almost close. What to do? I can sleep. But I choose to make a drawing. There are five systems in the drawing: the brown, the ochre, the…

Answer to a Prayer Before Saying Goodbye

Have you ever written a letter to your father, or someone, with no intention of sharing it? I did, many moons ago, on Father’s Day, as I lived in my parent’s house in New Jersey, healing from physical and emotional pain.   “It’s strange celebrating Father’s Day with this silence between us,” I wrote. “Your silence, your temper,…

Eternal Every Day

Creating Mountains and rivers and sky Means Daring to be me. I am nothing but a sage sitting And these days Here I am learning to take space with colors To draw lines and fill them up With tints of ancient roads Eternal Every day.   Every little bit of self knowing leads to a…

Lines Across the Path

The soft lines of ploughed earth End at the foot of the hills Where the flow of green Also stops Red in the sky warns you That it can turn black   And even here At the beginning of your trip Where you can touch the earth With bare feet There is a branch across…

Hand Outstretched to God: Time Carves us into Magic

I was angry at my father inside my dream of almost 20 years ago. In that nighttime journey, I had discovered sculptures of Italy’s Renaissance artist Michelangelo below a pile of ice in a freezer. I was angry at my father for directing conversations toward rational conclusions that had nothing to do with the emotions…

Your Heart is Green

The way the roots develop Is by inclusion of the earth That is around them The earth drinks the thoughts of the sky And if you look at How the earth is speaking body language You’ll see That the intensity of your pain Is gone Your fields are organized and loved Your heart is green….