What happens here? It looks there is wind, coming from the right and everything that we see is effected. It is a strong wind. Little things are being blown away to the left.If the wind goes on like this for a longer time, what are we going to be left with? Maybe some branches will…

So you still have those monsters… she says.But I meant this to be a flower. It has some strange dark side to it. It’s true. It gives you a bad look. And this, I meant it to be a branch, a tree, and a piece of the sky is caught up in it.And this is…

I have been going through hard times with the pain, with meds that had terrible side effects, with a disappointment at the inability of medical Marijuana to help and with it own side effects too. I moved from having the pain relieved somewhat but starting to have heart problems, unpleasant changes in the digestive system,…

I came off the bed where I did not sleep and sat down to do a drawing. The colors will come in the day, I thought. This is indeed what happened. I had a feeling about how I wanted the language of the painting to be. It was a pleasant feeling, like a feeling that…

My mood improved this morning when I gave a name to the painting of yesterday. The name is Encumbered Flow (I wrote this a week ago). I had a not-so-good feeling about this painting and I thought about different ways to change it by adding more things. I didn’t. Maybe I could change the contrast…

I painted it mostly with my face very close to the paper. This is how I love to make art. From close up I feel that I am in the space of the painting. This is where I’d like to always be. Every area of color is like a place, a version of mood that…

The house was at the end When you started to climb you needed to be very daring You didn’t know that if you fell you’d float And then you saw that every adventure came from a belief that you had The big view the open view the view of eternity was the only view that…

4:40, early morning. I don’t know when it started. From that point on, I had the same dream all through the night, till now. The White House exploded and burned down. All the people who worked there came to work in my living room. There was place for all of them but it was crowded….

In the moment I finish it I know I want to use some colored pencil on it. I know where and how. I wait for the drawing to dry. I listen to the radio. The music is beautiful. Then I look again and the drawing is dry. And it is beautiful as it is. It…

Fear This is the subject of this painting. You can see that it is dark. The lines quiver and are afraid to move. Trying to come together and collaborate, they can’t. Fear is like a cloud that covers the open sky of possibilities and free choice. No, you can’t do this, fear says, and you…

There are two paintings in this entry. The first gives a good feeling. All the shapes feel good with each other. They are very close together and whatever happens in the picture, they all take part in it.  But when I was painting, I knew that the big brown roundish shape in the middle of…