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Giving of Ourselves…

I ran around on the grass this morning and my feet were as happy as can be…

Every so often when they have worked hard and are a bit tender – and there is no option but for the next step to be a bare one – I feel a slight sense of vulnerability, and then my feet tell me what utter nonsense… They are built to work, they say to me… They are built to last and they remind me how much happier they are without shoes to worry about, and that they will be fine…

And then I remember the trouble I had with shoes!

Today my feet are feeling already recovered; healthy, strong, willing… I enjoyed running around and about on the wet green springy grass… A kettle bell class at one end; two men placing barriers and goals up in readiness for a match… A father and son practising football skills together… Runners circled the track and a group arrived to play tennis… Human beings playing together, being together under a grey, warm day… The mountains stark and blue my back drop as round and round I ran…

What a funny thing to come to planet earth to do… To run and run to become…

I watched a young woman asking the kettle bell instructor how he had come to be working here; ambitious herself it appeared to create her life; an opportunity seen…

Possibilities wherever we look, which ones resonate and call us to them? Which inspire and access the part within us that can aspire to expand, to grow to let go…

I have received a gift of sparkly bright leggings; I know not who has given them to me… I added them to my wish list on my Soles journey and they have appeared… A delightful mystery, receiving a gift and receiving the energy with it… Reminding us that all that matters is that we give, to one another without expectation of return or any exchange… Simply that we let go of anything that blocks us sharing who we are with others, with the world, with all that is…

When we open to loving and accepting ourselves  wholly and completely then loving and giving to others is as natural as breathing, an orientation of care; it cannot be any other way…

This gift of beautiful bright leggings carry with them a message of simply giving for the joy of giving…

If we give and there is any part that has an expectation of some sort of return, then in truth there is a hook within the energy…

If we enter into arrangements and deals with others, then there is a contract and energetic exchange which we agree to – but even within these exchanges it is worth keeping conscious as to how clean and clear the deals are… How free of any sub agenda we are in our part…

Conscious relating from a place of consciously staying connected to ourselves in every moment, allows for clarity and connection – and relationships where we can trust in enjoying clean clear dialogue…

This all takes commitment…

A lot of C’s… And engaging over cake and cafe philosphique is in my experience a fun way to create such joyous exchange…

 

 

I have been running all of my life – it feels I was born to run. In the running step I experienced freedom and my true expression. I came to see that I needed to ‘get out of the way of myself’ and let my energy flow through the running step; allow it to express itself in the dance and the motion of running.

I have also worked in the lives of others as a guide, counsellor, healer and teacher for over 40 years.

I lived as a nomad for 6 years with my husband Anadi, but my inner voice brought me back to the UK in May 2019 and I have been living and working and running in London since then….

 

 

 

 

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