I feel that for the past few months I have been having, what I now understand to be a “Lynch Pin” experience.
I know how vitally important it is to be aware of how good I am feeling, all of the time, every day.
This has been the most exciting adventure. A voyage of discovery and experimentation.
I now know how important it is to become and remain aware of how I am feeling, all of the time.
I know that for the vast majority of my life I have been functioning from a default setting of not really fitting in, full of self doubt and an underlying sense of dread.
Gradually as I became aware of this I made a conscious choice to become aware of the sensation of separation as quickly as possible. To know exactly what it feels like when separation has occurred enables me to transform the energy instantaneously.
I now have no fear, no stress, no reactivity. Instead there is inspiration, intuition, awareness and awakening. I have been evolving to this point of my enlightenment for the past 15 or more years, I have been on a voyage of discovery.
I have been on many tangents along the way that whilst I was in them kept me in the illusion. But in retrospect I have learned masses about myself and others through the many interactions. Through this I have learnt that it is community and tribe that is important.
Over the years I have developed a wide range of personal activities which I have applied and that have made a profound difference in my experience. All is transforming around me with such rapidity that it is like riding the crest of a wave.
I plan to share my journey through this most exciting period of my life so that you can benefit, live, from what is happening for me. This is a rapid change over from fearful, stressed out reactionary chaos merchant who, like the rest, is very good at covering it over with a veneer of “everything’s fine”.
You see that no matter how good I have been at “showing” that all is fine, I cannot fool my subconscious. But I have realised over the years that having made a conscious decision to become aware, as quickly as possible, the moment a negative feeling arrives, I have ensured that the direction is ever upwards. One fabulous realisation that enabled me to move beyond fear was understanding that a visit from the default side of negativity will definitely NOT activate that unless I habitually sink into that default setting.
I know that in the past I would sink into the ego and feel the pain and angst of the Human Condition. For many years I thought that it must be me. There must be something fundamentally wrong with me to keep experiencing such depths of insecurity and depression.
Looking back now from my current vantage point I can see that life has been a roller coaster of highs and lows, and that in the past spending too much time in the lows, lowers the vibration and separates from Source. I do know that I can never be disconnected from Source- but I do know how it feels to have forgotten that deep truth.
I have discovered where all of this had come from in my life and revisited them all with the “Wisdom of Hindsight” and put into practice the lessons learnt, and recently have made such rapid progress that now I find that the more aware I become the more support I receive, if I become aware of inspiration and deal with any fear (False Evidence Appearing Real) right from the start.
I understand the importance of collaboration and the sharing of equals. I have realised that I have undervalued certain sections of my journey but now understand that periods of reflection and integration are essential points of evolution. (I wasn’t just being inactive and lazy) I have been perfecting the ability to eradicate every gram of doubt the moment it sneaks in.
Continuous vigilance is essential in the early days because the “Default Setting” is so habitual.
The more that I did it the easier it became to see where I was tripping myself up and do something to sort it out. The more that I have done that the quicker I have been able to return to my preferred state of responsive bliss with optimum health and a fantastic positive perspective.
The most incredible aspect of this choice is the profound way that it positively impacts on the lives and experiences of those who encounter me. I have some wonderful testimonials to that effect.